One cannot be a whole without knowing what she really wants.
Instead it will make it harder for her to understand the life she may seeing.
The freedom that she can make things on her own, the decision was never been a wrong one but a path that will take you to a better one. To have a dream, ambitions in life is an important thing that you can always have and it is not a selfish thing to do so don't just let it slip away and make that right choice before regretting it for the rest of your life. Having that passion to fulfill was never too old to dream.
"Know yourself and become a better version of you", you can see this lines almost everywhere but have you ever asked yourself like "do i really love myself?" "Am i happy with my life right now?" "What is happiness for me?" "Is this worth a risk?"
Life is a roller coaster ride where there will be up's and down's. But whatever you may facing right now I know that you can still survive for it cause you are stronger than those things and know that this emotions you feel are just a temporary one and everything happens for a reason. And if I learned something in life that would be painful moments are the scars that made you broken but made you stronger enough so at the end of the day that you will recover from those ill times you can surely say that painful moments let us in, in our life to know what the things that we lack on is the moment that we can learn to survive despite the difficulties we may struggling in and from those battle in life we learn how to appreciate the beauty of true life that we never seen.
So remember to be patient for the right time will come in your way but of course take your dreams with you and never stop learning in life.
Always know your limits, values in life, and your own worth.